[for ben]

[strongerthanblood]

After Rey has come home from working on her bike, showered, and fed herself, she ends up being terribly bored. It's a little late but not that late, and she isn't really all that tired, so she does what she always does when she's bored and lonely. She opens the bond.

With a blink, she's standing in Ben's bedroom. He's sprawled on his back in nothing but his underwear with a book on his chest, fast asleep, and Rey's heart nearly bursts with fondness. He looks so peaceful when he sleeps, and she knows that she should probably let him rest, but she finds herself moving closer to the bed.

If she misses him, surely he misses her back, right? He'd probably be pleased to see her, even if it means being woken up.

At least she can make sure that it's a pleasant awakening.

Carefully, she plucks the book from his chest saves his place with the bookmark on his nightstand. After setting the book down, she crawls onto the bed and straddles his waist, leaning over him to press a few soft kisses to his face. One to his cheek, another to his brow, and one to the corner of his mouth.

"Ben," she whispers, grinning as she feels him start to stir. She kisses the tip of his nose and slides her hand down his flank, tucking her fingertips into the waistband of his underwear. "Ben, wake up. I'm bored."

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[weakandfoolish]

"Kriffing hell," he grunted from behind clenched teeth, his hips snapping forward of their own accord. Gripping her hip steadily, he began thrusting into her in tandem, trembling at the way he could feel the length of his cock through the thin walls of her body.

Forcing himself to stop the instinctive thrust of his hips, he held her still, impaled fully on his cock while he thrust his fingers deeper into her body. Eventually, he pulled his fingers from her entirely, watching the obscene strangeness of her body closing around the loss.

Gripping both hips, he fucked her with long, steady strokes, pulling nearly out of her with each thrust.

"A part of you wanted this, didn't you? To bend me over and fuck me, just like this," he observed, seeing it clearly enough in his mind, the thoughts as much hers as they were his own. It surprised him, if only because it hadn't occurred to him as a possibility, but there was nothing unnatural about it, and it certainly didn't occur to him to think of it as perverse. He was allowed to possess her in this way, and it seemed only fair that she would want the same.

[strongerthanblood]

The onslaught of pleasure makes Rey fall silent aside from the sharp gasps that fall from her mouth. She clutches the bedding in her fists and whimpers as Ben's fingers slide out of her body. She doesn't have much time to mourn the loss before Ben grips her hips and fucks her hard, effortlessly finding that spot deep inside of her that makes her quake.

When he speaks, Rey groans lowly and nods jerkily, pressing up onto her hands again as she looks over her shoulder at him. He looks almost wild, with sweat on his forehead and bitten-red lips, and she rocks back against him hard enough that their bodies meet with an obscene slap.

"Yes," she admits in a ragged voice, looking at his face with dark eyes. She wants to know what it feels like to bend him over and hold him there with a hand on the back of his neck, pounding into him from behind. More than that, she wants him to know what that feels like, how freeing it can be.

Like this, Rey feels like she can just let go. Nothing matters in these moments aside from their pleasure. There is nothing to worry about, nothing to fear, nothing to plan. There is this and only this, their intense feedback loop of sensation that overtakes every other emotion, leaving only something primal and raw.

[weakandfoolish]

She allowed him to see in her mind, and in turn, he did nothing to hide his desire for her to do whatever she wanted to him. With him. For him. To take whatever she pleased. To give him whatever she was willing.

His hand in her hair, he stilled as she continued to throw herself back against him, nostrils flared as he regained control of his breathing.

"You're so beautiful," he observed, as if the truth of it bewildered him.

[strongerthanblood]

Ben throws the bond open and Rey shivers all over, chest heaving with a sharp gasp at what she sees. She’s never been loved like this, or trusted like this. She thinks it would be terrifying if she didn’t feel just the same for him.

It isn’t scary at all. It’s wonderful. It’s home.

For as much as Rey knows that her worth does not lie in her appearance, the compliment still thrills her enough that she lets out a soft moan as she grinds back against him.

After taking a deep breath, she lets him slip from her and then turns around to tackle him down onto his back, wanting desperately to see his face as they do this. He looks half-crazed and in awe of her, and Rey feels like the most powerful person in the world.

“So are you,” she breathes out as she straddles his hips and grips his cock, keeping her eyes locked on his as she presses the head of it where his fingers had been. He’s right in that they’ll need more lubrication, but she can nudge the head just inside. Her eyes widen slightly as she imagines what that stretch will be like, and she lets out a shaky breath as she positions him at her cunt instead, sinking back down onto his cock in swift motion. A loud moan spills out of her and she shudders, clenching down around him as she adjusts to just how deep he is inside of her, how wide he’s splitting her open.

She falls forward and plants her palms against Ben‘s chest, shuddering as she slowly starts to rock her hips.

[weakandfoolish]

Landing on his back with a startled ooph, Ben's eyes were wide as she settled over him, his hands moving instinctively to her hips. His mouth dropped open, brow creased, a sharp cry barely stifled as she settled in his lap with his cock seated deep inside of her.

"I'll have to remember to ask for a massage more often," he gasped, planting his heels on the bed and using the leverage to thrust into her.

[strongerthanblood]

“You get massages when I want to give them,” Rey pants out, even though they both know that she would have a hard time denying him anything these days.

He thrusts up into her hard and she lets out a sharp gasp as she bounces in his lap. He’s so deep inside of her, filling up every empty bit of space, and she digs her nails into the pale skin of his chest as she starts to work herself up and down, feeling her thighs burn as she bottoms out over and over again, hearing nothing but her harsh breaths and the obscene slap of their bodies meeting.

She’ll be sore later, but she doesn’t mind. Right now she wants this, hard and deep and overwhelming. Her thighs shake and she digs her palms into Ben’s chest, whimpering as she looks down at his face, riding him like she’s chasing an itch she can’t quite scratch.

[weakandfoolish]

Cursing under his breath, Ben gripped tightly to her hip, his other hand tangling in her hair as he pounded into her, both of them gritting their teeth.

"Only when I beg your permission?" He panted, a playful smile behind his gaze as he met her eyes.

[strongerthanblood]

“Yes. I think I would like to hear you beg,” she replies, feeling her lips curl back in a smile as she looks down at him, feeling that smile turn into something open-mouthed and lascivious when he grabs at her hair.

Her hands slide to his shoulders, and then to the bed on either side of his head as she bends over him, whimpering as he slams up into her over and over again, sending waves of pleasure through her body until she’s trembling all over and struggling to hold herself up. She doesn’t want it to end, not just yet, so she pulls off of him and rolls over onto her back, legs spread open wide even as she playfully reaches down to cover her wet cunt with her hand.

“Maybe I want to hear it right now,” she tells him as she lifts her other hand to cup one of her breasts, just to see what he’ll do. There’s a fire in her eyes that says that a part of her wants him to take more than she wants him to beg, and she bites her lip as she grinds her palm down against her clit, moaning softly as she does.

[weakandfoolish]

With a groan, Ben pushed himself to sit upright, crawling over her and making room for himself between her spread knees. He didn't touch her, his cock aching and his mouth practically watering as he watched her touch herself.

"What is it I'm begging for?" He asked, resting a broad hand against the inside of her thigh and massaging the trembling muscle firmly.

[strongerthanblood]

"To put your cock back inside of me," she replies, as if the answer should be obvious. His hand covers her thigh and she bites her lip as she lifts her head to look between his legs. His cock is so hard, flushed a beautiful shade of pink and shining with her slick in the low light.

She started this little game, but she thinks that maybe she might be the one who ends up begging. His self-control is so much stronger than hers, even in this. Maybe he'll be able to resist her.

"Do you want to come inside of me?" She breathes out, pulling her hand from between her legs so she can cup her breasts instead, toying with one of her nipples with wet fingers as she looks up at his face.

[weakandfoolish]

"I do," he said, hiding nothing from her. He breathed slowly, amused by the thought that his meditation might be useful for something after all.

"But I think I'd like to see you come again. If I had to choose. Do you think you can?" He asked, his thumb grazing over her slick folds, his fingertip just barely brushing her swollen clit.

[strongerthanblood]

Rey lets out a breathless laugh as her head falls back, because she shouldn't have expected anything less. She nods and bites her lip, jerking slightly as he reaches out to touch her. Her hand falls away and she clutches at the bedding on either side of her hips instead, letting her legs fall open for him.

"I'm sure you can make it happen," she breathes out, taking in a deep breath as she looks up at his face. He seems to take such genuine joy in giving her pleasure and it overwhelms her a little. He always overwhelms her a little with how much he cares for her, but it's a good thing. She likes being overwhelmed by him.

[weakandfoolish]

"Are you?" He said, amusement bright in his eyes as he touched her slowly, meticulously, shuffling into the space between her spread knees with a smile.

"Perhaps we could take care of both," he suggested, the head of his cock nudging against her, teasing them both.

[strongerthanblood]

“Perhaps,” she breathes out distractedly, letting out an embarrassing squeak when the thick head of his cock nudges up against her swollen clit. And then it dips lower, teasing against her entrance, and she is once again enraptured by the sheer size him. All of him, from his wide chest and muscular arms, his thick thighs and large fingers curled around a beautiful cock.

It’s the only one she’s ever really seen, of course, but she has no doubts that it’s the best one in whole galaxy. And it’s hers.

“Are you trying to make me beg, now?” She breathes out, biting her bottom lip as she rocks her hips enticingly. “Or should I be offended by your steady self-control?”

[weakandfoolish]

"Steady?" He laughed breathlessly, holding himself steady as he rubbed the head of his cock between the slick lips of her cunt, teeth clenching as he watched a bead of precome spurt obscenely across her clit.

With a wordless grunt, he lined himself up and pressed into her, only the head at first, then slowly bottoming out, inch by inch.

Seated with her hips cradled against his own, he circled her clit with his thumb, feeling her clench around his length.

[strongerthanblood]

Rey tries to keep her head up to watch as Ben's cock sinks into her, but the pleasure is so immediately overwhelming that her eyes roll back and her head falls to the pillow. She already feels like she's at the apex of it again, and she wonders how it's possible to be able to feel so good that she's completely unaware of anything that isn't this.

"Ben," she gasps out, hooking one leg over his thigh as her hands find his shoulders and dig in. The touch to her clit makes her cry out and she squirms shamelessly on his cock to try and urge him into moving, moving one hand to slide her fingers into the hair at the nape of his neck and grab hold. "Stars, Ben, please."

[weakandfoolish]

"Keep touching yourself," he murmured, sounding a bit more like a plea than a command. His hands shifted to her hips, lifting them off the bed and gripping them tight as he began to move within her, deep strokes angled just right.

Never having been good with words, he had no way to tell her just how radiant she was. She would know how he felt, without him having to speak a word, but he still found himself wishing for a way to tell her.

[strongerthanblood]

Ben grabs her hips in his big hands, lifting her as if she weighs nothing, and Rey lets out a loud cry as he thrusts into her so deeply. She is unable to deny him anything, when now when she feels sloppy and uncoordinated, so she moves one hand down between her legs while her other cups her breast, thumbing at her tight nipple.

With a whimper, she touches where he’s stretching her so much, letting her fingertips skirt along his shaft as he withdraws and plunges into her again and again, until her legs shake with it.

Rey looks up at Ben’s face and she feels beautiful. She knows that most of it is coming from him and she sucks in a breath, tensing as she slides her fingers up to rub at her clit, because he wants her to. At the same moment, Ben’s cock strikes that marvelous spot deep inside of her, and Rey’s orgasm tears through her with a force that leaves her crying out, tensing as she clenches down hard around his cock. “Kriff, Ben.”

[weakandfoolish]

He would have liked to continue this. To stave off his own orgasm. To see just how long they could keep this up. But they were already approaching exhaustion. He could feel it, in himself and in her, and there would be a fine line between a pleasant ache tomorrow and nursing deeper bruises.

Gasping, he braced himself over her, shifting his grip on her hip as he held her against him, his own hips stuttering for a few moments more before he came with a strangled cry of her name.

[strongerthanblood]

Ben drags her forward and it's that, along with the feedback echo of his orgasm, that drags Rey over the edge. She comes with a harsh cry, digging her nails into his biceps as she arches her body, trembling with the force of it.

Eventually Rey collapses to the bed and drags him down with her, curling her arms around him as she trembles through the aftershocks and sucks in deep lungfuls of air.

"It can't be like this for everyone, right?" She asks breathlessly, once she can form words again. Chuckling softly, she pulls back to give him a tired, but very fond look.

[weakandfoolish]

Breathing heavily into the curve of her neck, Ben shifted his weight, careful not to crush her while still keeping her as close as possible.

"I can't imagine that it is," he admitted, breathing out a soft laugh as he rolled them both onto their sides, his hand brushing her damp hair away from her face.